Log in

No account? Create an account

Previous Entry | Next Entry

Thanks, Fandom!secrets, for providing me with my new favorite gif of the moment.

I would just like to say that this gif expresses how I feel about the person I become when I have to deal with my family for five days. HEY LET'S CONSTANTLY DWELL ON EVERYONE'S HEALTH PROBLEMS AND FAILURES AND SOCIAL UNFITNESS! THAT ISN'T GONNA HARSH MY BUZZ AT ALL!

Manage to drag myself back to the glorious Pacific Northwest, and WHAMMO, 48 hours later it's like, holy fucking shit, who IS this ground up little peppercorn of a girl inside of me? Get her out get her out she's stuck in my teeth!

Hey Mom, I know you read my eljay and all, but SERIOUSLY, can I just bitch about you and your sister NEVER SHUTTING UP ABOUT NEGATIVE SHIT EVER??? Just for a second. You take your PILLS and you have your children whom you WORRY about and you are getting OLD and what about MONEY and you hate your JOB and you have no FRIENDS and your mom is CRAZY and your brothers are OBLIVIOUS and they didn't marry women you LIKE and WAH WAH WAH WAH FUCKING WAH. Guess what? You're in your 50s and your both married to men whom you love, you have law-abiding children, you're middle class americans, you're healthy enough to walk and talk and go for canoe rides, you're skilled, responsible, very smart, beautiful people and ALL YOU DO is WHINE and BITCH and MOAN and LAMENT.

Except for a brief interlude here and there where you're perfectly pleasant people.


It's gonna take me at least a week to slough this stuff off of my insides. Little birdies from Snow White, please assist.


( 6 comments — Leave a comment )
Jul. 12th, 2010 12:30 pm (UTC)
This LJ post reminds me that I haven't purchased those plane tickets yet to Virginia.


On other news people are scheming to get me invited to A-kon as a GOH (along with other Tezuka people), which is in Dallas and thus free grandma face time party ooh yeah. Except I forget the Dallas is fucking far from Houston and that's not mere short hop road trip. But I might do it for the barbecue and queso. Speaking of which I need to lose weight.
Jul. 12th, 2010 12:32 pm (UTC)
I do apologize for the lack of literacy in the previous post. I am going on no sleep right now due to circumstances beyond my control (at least, at this point beyond my control. Oh sure I could have controlled it earlier but no, no I did not. I subconsciously decided to force my own course of action limiting possible choices as my deep seeded need for certainty plays havoc with my humanistic desire for freedom.)
Jul. 12th, 2010 09:58 pm (UTC)
Uh... whatever you need, dude.
Jul. 12th, 2010 06:31 pm (UTC)
I always found I could grin and bear such dealings with family. Knowing it wasn't a 24/7 deal.

I hope you can get over this with the application of some fanfiction.

Here are some hugs. Hope the help.

Jul. 12th, 2010 09:57 pm (UTC)
It's cool, yo. I just process stuff differently when I'm around my family, and when I get away from them I'm always taken aback at my actions and thoughts and all that. It's not really a big deal, I just have to complain a little bit, you know?
Jul. 13th, 2010 06:03 am (UTC)
I feel all my grandparents do is talk about the medical horribleness between themselves and all the other old people they know. It's awkwardly unfortunate.
( 6 comments — Leave a comment )